To my baby girl

Happy Birthday my little princess! I can't believe you are two years old already. I swear it seems like yesterday I found out I was pregnant with you. I have always wanted a little princess and I got her! You are such the princess. You are mischievous little thing too but all you have to do is give us one look and it just melts our hearts. I love watching you with your daddy. Seeing that special father daughter bond that is so important in a little girls life. It just makes me wanna cry (happy cry of course) watching the love shared between you two. I love how you are a very independent little girl but you are also such the mommies little girl. You have such a fun personality I don't think a day goes by that you don't make me laugh. I also love watching you with your brothers. You look up to Jr so much and follow him around like a puppy dog sometimes. It's so cute. And I love that you are such the little mommy to Shawn. You like to help me get him dressed and change his diaper and love holding him. It's absolutely adorable. I couldn't have asked for a better daughter and I can't wait to watch you grow into a wonderful woman.
I love you my little Mantha Pantha and always will!
Mommy

Boo

My baby girls birthday is tomorrow and she is running a 102 temp :( Only positive is it will be a day of cuddles. I'm going to go into her room at 12:01 and take a pic of her sleeping. So I'll be back later to post that.

Rough night

Man last night sucked! Shawn wouldn't sleep for anything. He would cry and cry and I don't know why. He didn't want to nurse, half the time he just wanted me to hold him the other half he didn't. I would finally get him calmed down and back asleep only to have him wake back up in 20-40 minutes. This went on all night until about 5 this morning. He was sick and had a temp for two days but he hasn't had one since yesterday. I don't know what was wrong. I finally got him to go to sleep about 20 minutes ago but he's just not acting like himself :(

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Today

Was Jr's soccer party. All the kids had a fun time. Who wouldn't, pizza, cup cakes and games. All three kids are sitting on the couch and Jr and Sam look about ready to pass out. They're so cute. On Monday we have Jr's award ceremony. That's going to be so cute seeing all the little kids getting their trophy's. And gosh dangit I freaking forgot my camera! Me of all people had no camera. Pick your jaws up off the floor. It happens occasionally. But I WILL NOT forget it for the awards. Okay off to get a really cranky little girl to bed.

Season of giving

Wanted to help spread the word about Robeez Season of Giving.

http://seasonofgiving. robeez. com/

Gosh dangit

Man, I think I'm getting sick now. I just started feeling it about 10-15 minutes ago. I'm completely stuffed up. So now we have a sick mama and her two sick babies :( waaaah

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Brrrrrrrr

It's cold in here, there must be something in the atmosphere...lol Name that quote!

Ok it's not really cold in here but it is outside. So glad I don't have to go anywhere today especially since I have no idea where any of my warmer clothes are.
Little update on our household. Samantha and Shawn are sick. They go in and out of being happy and cranky which I totally understand. Shawn is having troubles nursing because he's so congested :( Poor baby.
Steve, Jr and I are not sick. Steve is still recovering. He did his normal shift, light duty of course. He is still sore from time to time but man he needs to hurry up and heal cause I need to get me some lovin...lol
Other then that things are same same over here.

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Our Halloween

We had such a fun night. Steve had to work which sucks, the kids and I missed him :(

The kids and I went over to my parents house and my friend Tiffany came over with her bf and two kids. We all (my family, Kyla's family, my mom and Tiffany's family) went out t.o.t. together. We went to the track homes across the street. At first there was like no one there but after a while the streets started to fill up. Everyone loved the kids costumes. We got a lot of awwwww's for Samantha. Shawn spent most of his time either in the stroller or or in the baby hawk. Oh Jr was dressed as a fireman, Samantha as a flower fairy and Shawn as a polar bear. Jr of course loved t.o.t. and was totally on the ball this year. He knew exactly what to do. Samantha also got the hang of it pretty quick. After the first house her expression was so cute, like wow all I have to do is go to people's doors and I get all this candy....lol When we were almost done, about three houses left Samantha started saying "Twick Tweet" at the doors, so flippin cute.
Okay enough rambling, here's a link to some pics if anyone is interested.
http://aerowrench.smugmug.com/gallery/6424862_MccAW/1/407493834_kUSDz


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